....... Words can't express. Sorry. And Pictures can't either. >_<
Just because you are you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHAN RUAN JING TIAN!
Have fun celebrating your birthday with *coughcoughcough*!
Love always
新書大賣!
(the picture is only there cos I made it and it was never used)
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
(Sorry boy, maybe you'll think twice before being so sporty and making such faces in the future :P)
GOING TO SHANGHAI IN 7 HOURS. AND I STILL DON'T WANT TO. SIGHHHHH.
4 major things in my mind to look forward to after Shanghai:
-> Tian on Yu Le Zai Ya Zhou [just a 45mins video probably, but it's a serious interview and I like serious men as much as I like dumbasses]
-> Tian's new show! 敗犬女王! Hope the female lead/ plot will be okay. Love director Chen Ming Zhang, so that part is fine :P GO GO GO TIAN! BAI QUAN NV WANG WILL BE AS GOOD AS MING ZHONG!
-> HK Trip. Haha, HK is a must-go every year :P SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING
-> GO OUT WITH PEOPLE :D Movies movies movies! And of course watch dear color wolf reunite with her Kang Shi Fu :P
Soo meanwhile.... Pray that there'll be internet in Shanghai, if not ZIAI will just flip and die. And LIA GONG before doing that.
SIGH.
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Monday, November 03, 2008
不要去 不要去 不要去
我不要去!
爛人天又是你害的啦 讓我更不想去 唉~~~~~
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Friday, October 31, 2008
Just a shoutout: CATCH THE GOLDEN BELL AWARDS 2008 (i.e. JIN ZHONG JIANG) online here! http://www.im.tv/livetv/ CHEN QIAOEN, LIN MEI XIU, CHEN MINGZHANG, MINGZHONG & KENTING FTW MAN!
// Awards my dearest FATED TO LOVE YOU GOT
-> 節目行銷獎 -> 最佳戲劇
WAYWARD KENTING GOT
-> 戲劇節目編劇獎
It's an understatement to say it's a pity Qiaoen didn't get the best female lead award. But still, congrats to whoever won; and to TIAN AND QIAOEN AND EVERYONE ELSE, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
TODAY IS A HAPPY HAPPPPPPPY DAY!
1. PICKING UP LITTER AT EAST COAST
Was in a rush for time ^^; (or rather, to catch up with the others)
It was pretty slack, just walked around picking up random litter... And laze around after that :P Had MACS for lunch muahahaha. And my dearest employee was just calculating the calories for everything she ate -.- Right.
2. CHOCO CHEESE CAKE FROM SECRET RECIPE
Lovely. Nuff said :D
3. MAYDAY MAYDAY MAYDAY!!! WOOOOOO YES I FINALLY GOT MY ALBUM MUAHAHAHA
Poetry of The Day After~
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
And just to spread the Mayday love
Now this is love.
GO GET IT JUST COS IT'S MAYDAY!! AND THERE IS A CONCERT COUPON IN THE ALBUM! HELLO IT'S A MAAAAAAAAAAYDAY CONCERT! Need I say more! :P
Pretty much sold out everywhere, do get it ASAP if you're interested! You've my word that's it's a great album ; ] And It's gonna be an amazing concert too.
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RETURN OF EOY SCRIPTS! :D
LANGUAGE ARTS SCRIPT 之 YES ZIAI KNOWS SHE IS WEIRD
PHYSICS SCRIPT 之 T_T WHY CANNOT USE CORRECTION TAPE!
(LALALA. MORE MIGHT COME :P)
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Saturday, October 25, 2008
(UGH I WANT A NEW BLOGSKIN BUT I'VE NO INSPIRATION T_T)
I really ought to sleep now (yes my bio clock needs a major revamp), but after blog hopping I feel like posting a proper post, so here goes.
FINALLY got all the results back, am satisfied but not exactly happy. Didn't do exceptionally well for any subject at all, by both my standards and general cohort's standard. If there is any subject I'm actually happy with.. Guess it would be Integrated Humanities. Nah it wasn't really good, and it's actually sorta low compared to my previous results, but I'm happy with it just because I went to see Ethan the day before and had thought I would fail this paper or something. I almost didn't touch the essay at all, wrote just half a page, but still got 9/20 nevertheless. & I'm glad. Source-based was awesome and I'm all :D :D :D I really don't know if Tian affected this paper... But I guess I shouldn't be thinking of these hypothetical questions now. No point yaknow. Anyway the point is simply, this paper was below standard, but above expectations for this term alone. So yep. Thank you almighty being.
Realizations and reflections upon END OF YEARS- This year has being an atrocious year. I would say it's the most 荒唐 period of my life till date. Excessive fangirling + information overload + various external factors, resulted in an unmotivated Zi Ai, who: goes to school for the sake of going to school -> fangirls -> attempts to study -> fails -> emos -> sleeps -> goes to school half-dead and attempts to listen -> fails -> fangirls; repeat cycle. I AM DETERMINED TO OVERCOME THIS LIFESTYLE, and that does not mean I'm going to abandon fangirling and/ or other forms of entertainment (i.e. my life). I'm just gonna insert that bit of studying into my life too, and hopefully I can do it successfully (:
The thought of 2009 scares me, seriously. I see even more projects, assignments, presentations and such. Having being used to them does not necessarily mean I've grew a liking to them. Being numb to them is not a good thing. Take writing reflections for example. Reflections are of course meant to be reflective, and helpful to your future projects, but now it's just a blah-blah-blah-insert-project-name-into-template-which-includes-improper-time-management-and-difficult-schedules-blah-blah. That sucks. And reflections, in the form of ASSIGNMENTS, are never true reflections. On this note, hello teachers, group reflections don't work out. There will definitely be a crash of opinions; or a member who thinks differently, thus IT IS NOT A REPRESENTATIVE REFLECTION ANYMORE. Sigh. And don't even get me started on group work- this year's experiences have been horrible, not that the previous years have been great (there were exceptions though, don't take offence please).
Never suggest complaining to the teacher/ writing it in the reflections/ confronting the member to a victim of unfair workload. The victim knows it. And knows what she could possibly do. If she doesn't do it, she has her reasons for not doing it. Reasons may include the fact that she still has to get along with this bunch of people in the future, and it definitely isn't wise to strain relationships, if there were even any in the first place. Note, HAS TO. It's not a choice. Sigh- of course I played the culprit before too, and I can understand why this happens at times- but still. Yeah. Talking about me playing the culprit... Ugh I totally slacked off for the IH SIA. AND I WILL, HOPEFULLY, FIND A CHANCE TO REDEMM MYSELF. Give me the chance to yeah? I'll learn.
What else... Oh yeah, thank god I'm gonna be promoted to Sec 4. I would have died or something if I got retained.
Okay I'll end here for studies, and I sure hope there wont be anymore emo posts on studies next year.
:D
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Have pretty much commitments on hand now, especially with Tian's forum. I'll admit it- I like climbing up the ranks. And you do too. It may not necessarily be an actual increase in status or whatever, just the recognition for the work I've done is enough. Haha, yep, ziai is a way egoistic person. I hope I will handle everything well... Since it's a commitment I signed up for myself (:
Life is about facing difficulties and challenges, so you'll appreciate the sweetness more (sounds so cliche o.O), but I'll work hard to change those difficulties into enjoyable moments too- and still enjoy the more enjoyable moments.
Now that's gonna come soon... but meanwhile, HELLO MAYDAY! (:
Picture spam post coming soon :D
( & I'm really serious bout adding homework into my life, Imma start on my homework soon)
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Friday, October 24, 2008
I think it's pretty amazing how my computer doesn't crash/ go on strike.
No? :P
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MUST-TRY ALBUMS
(Arranged in no particular order)
JJ Lin Jun Jie- Sixology Mayday- Poetry of the day After And of course JAY'S CAPRICON if you haven't listened to it yet.
All really, really good albums; If you've the time, do sit down and listen to each album in full, without skipping any track (:
Definitely gonna get Mayday's album first thing on the 28th, shall wait for the final Gai Ban from JJ before I get it~
YAY FOR MUSIC (& 實力派 singers!)!
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
To quench her thirst oh thirst yes THIRST ZIAI is looking for sponsors for the rather impossible TAIPEI TRIP on the thirty-first
She is pretty much prepared for the worst but nevertheless hoping that the bubble will not be burst.
AHHHH IT'S TIAN AND JIELUN AND EVERYONE I WANT TO MEET! ALL AT THE SAME EVENT!
*dies*
):
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
DEFENDING Tian at MingDao's forum, and Mingdao at Tian's forum.
Whose fault is it?
Unreasonable fans and Media BULLSHIT.
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
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I KNOW I'VE BEEN THROUGH THIS FOR MORE THAN A MILLION TIMES AND YOU ALL ARE ALREADY -______________________- BY NOW, BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO SAY THIS.
OH MY GOD OWEN IS JFSIKOFJHKSHGFJGSJFHSHSF HOTTTTT.
HE'S LIKE THE... MOST CHARISMATIC MALE LEAD, EVER.
You know how Tian smiles his... prince-y smile? The one that goes from a (: to a smirk to a bright smile that flashes his pearlie whites? YES OMFG. AHHH IT'S DA KILLER OH MY GOD.
Random line: " .... 該不會就是小提琴王子歐文吧? 聽說他超級會放電的喔"
CAN ONLY SAY, WAN QUAN TONG YI!
*dies*
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(AND while I'm still head over heels over Tian, my mom thinks Wu Zun is CRAZZZZZZZZILLY handsome. She saw him on TV for the butterfly lovers premier, and came exclaiming excitedly to me that he looks sooooooooooo good (DO YOU KNOW HOW HANDSOME HE IS) and that she'll call me when he appears on TV again. Well... Okay.
I'm devoted :P
On this note, my mom never actually commented on Tian's looks before (she did last year, but it was a negative comment (no really he looked good), and he has changed since then, so well. yeah, -.-) I'm not exactly interested in hearing her opinions too actually, yknow the more the confidence you have in someone, the less the confidence you have in him? Okay no- that was just plain wrong. Put it this way- The more you like someone, the more you fear about hearing negative comments about him. So yeah. I don't think she really adores his looks though- she usually comments on good looking people. Oh well. Not like I'm gonna be affected by her anyway. And like what I alwaaaaaays say...
I GO FOR FEEL, NOT LOOKS :P)
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
300th post:
ZIAI IS FREE! LIKE OMFG FREEEEEEE!
Gonna post a longer post and change the blogskin soon, but this is just a post expressing the immense joy I'm experiencing now (actually i'm more of tired than happy now, but anyway) thanks to the end, of the end of years (:
Just wanna add too, I think God has been really nice to me. Ahh. My wish-list is like half fulfilled already, especially the most important category (: THANKS A LOT!
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Friday, October 10, 2008
THINGS TO DO AFTER END OF YEARS :D
-> Plan for Taiwan Trip! -> GO OUT GO OUT GO OUT! Movies, Rotting, Bowling, whatever. Anything works -> Catch up on ALL THE IDOL DRAMAS (BLXH first I guess, I want to look forward to it every week) -> Re-watch and re-watch and re-watch all my videos :D -> Re-watch WZBQW and Mingzhong! -> Catch up on all MingDao stuff I missed out on- I'm sorry I neglected him ^^; -> Download all variety shows that Jielun will attend -> HUNT FOR VIDEO DOWNLOADS OF EVERYONE I LIKE :D (I just have something against streaming media ._.) -> Look out for potential new phone
-> Learn to write in traditional chinese~ -> Photoshop and win more stuff -> Join whatever game/ competition/ lucky-draw that offers attractive rewards -> Figure out flash/ html/ javascript for collapsable menus -> Help... code blogskins.
PLAY
(I remember the list being longer, I think it's because the EOYs are ending- so I'm actually more relaxed now- that I don't see the joy in doing some things anymore, such as... Hmm. I forgot :/ Basically just the little insignificant activities that seemed so interesting during the you-are-supposed-to-mug period. Sigh. SEE! I ALWAYS GET TOO LAZY TO DO STUFF AFTER EOYS -____-)
ANYWAY FREEDOM IS COMING SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON! 5 MORE DAYS YO.
TILL THEN~
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Sunday, October 05, 2008
Just a short post: I'm motivated.
It's just that I really need MORE time to manage everything well- that is, have a life, while still studying. Hmm. I don't understand how muggers do it, seriously. Even if I do mug, which I doubt is even considered mugging, it never lasts for more than 6 hours. Okay screw that, it doesn't even get past 4 hours. Oh well :/ I WANT to study, I HAVE THE MOTIVATION, but I WANT A LIFE TOO. Guess it's time to learn proper time management. :/ :/ :/
On a brighter note, at least I'm happy for now. I guess.
I'm looking forward to post exam stuff (:
PWN PWN PWN I WILLLLLLLLLL!
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
-LOOOOOOOOOONG post ahead, not exactly one of picture spam-
尋找我的一片天~ LOOKING FOR MY SKY OF LOVE
FATED TO LOVE YOU/ DESTINY LOVE MALAYSIA PROMOTION '08
To start of, here's a disclaimer: If you are not a fangirl, not a fellow spastic color creature, or if you're a oh-i'm-so-mature-fangirling-is-a-total-waste-of-time person (YOU YES YOU. DON'T LOOK AROUND, IT'S YOU), you won't be able to understand this post. Well... As much as I don't get affected by comments like CRAZY, SIAO, EEE SO UGLY or whatever, I don't exactly appreciate them either. So please, if you're planning to post something negative, kindly ignore this post (:
I'm in a pretty _____________ calm mood now, after immersing in overwhelming tian love; so I may not sound too HIGHHHH, but trust me- I WAS definitely high) Hope this will be a complete post, my mind is pretty blank now. (OKAY this is going to be long post, feel free to skip parts : ])
Materials prepared:
Board
Present for Tian
(Oh yeah, do note that I've the habit of calling Ethan Ruan Jing Tian "Tian"; Bear with it :P)
Started off this journey in looking for my SKY OF LOVE at 8am in the morning, 26th September 2008. The bus-ride was pretty fine, and despite it taking relatively long, I felt really happy and satisfied just with the thought that I would be able to see HIM in a few hours' time. It was some sort of a 幸福 feeling I guess- there was just this nice lovey dovey feeling implanted in me- not too overwhelming, just enough to make me happy. Also with much thanks to this constant thought that kept my mind occupied, very soon I got to Berjaya Times' Square.
Checked into the hotel, got a pretty hotel room - which oh shit, reminds me I forgot to take any pictures- and lugged my board out. Found this restaurant like place where we ordered BBQ sotong, BBQ lala and Horfun. The food WAS REALLY SPICY. Not the nice type of spicy, it's the spicy which lingers in your throat after going down, the very qiang4 type of spicy. I'm not saying I can take chilli very well; but even my mom found it crazily spicy. For someone who always asks for additional chilli, Well.. that has to say something. Anyway, I was kinda worried that I would be late for the private event- so I kept reminding them of the time... Since I'm the big boss (xD) there, we didn't really finish the food; and got down pretty quickly to THE SUMMIT SUBANG USJ.
Went immediately to THE SUMMIT AUDITORIUM after buying the DVD, only to realize not a single soul is there yet. Okay so there were some people in charge of registrations there- but there were absolutely no fans at all. None, zero, zilch. Hung around there for quite some time, then we decided to go get some ice-cream at MacDonalds cos it was getting REALLY HOT. I was already sweating like crazy- accordingly to my mom it's cos I'm really too nervous- but as much as I know, or as much as the inner me is willing to admit, NO, it was just really warm there. WENT down, got two sundaes, didn't really have the mood to eat them, and went back up again in like 15 minutes. -____- I know. Anyway, NOW there were A LOT of people; and I'm glad (: Met Rainbow and some other fellow FC members, chatted for a while before the official registration started, and quite a number liked the board :D :D :D Here's a confession: I didn't FULLY make the board myself, my mom helped me cut the hard plastic board (or whatever it is called). Well, THANK YOU MUMMY.
Went into the auditorium after quite a while, first thought: AIR-CON OMG FINALLY. Sat beside Angeline (invisible), Rainbow, and tadang! *drum rolls* CHEN. XIN. YI! HAHA omg. I was so surprised when I heard her name too xD Anyway, The host blabbered on for at least an hour before Tian came, and the only thought- or rather THOUGHTS I had in my mind during this period of time was: oh my god, am I really going to see him? Is this really THE event where I'm going to see him? Am I dreaming? It really wouldn't be surprising if I was actually dreaming actually; I dream of Tian so much it isn't normal. Chatted quite a bit with Angeline, since she shares a common love for JAY CHOU JIELUN xD I really like chatting with people with common interests. Sharing star encounters are just fun, and it feels like you can just chat on forever.
So one hour passed (not too fast), and finally the host announced THEY ARE HERE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! After making us applaud (which didn't sound too enthusiastic, I blame it on the long waiting hours), they finally came out. Two words came into my mind immediately after seeing Tian- OH MY. The last time I had this feeling was when I saw Jay at the Secret premier; it's the feeling of seeing THE MAN in your dreams, THE MAN you've been wanting to see since forever, THE MAN. And really, he looks awesome. I wouldn't dare say there's no biased-ness involved in this, but IMO he really did look great. Plus, I'm not one of is superficial enough to consider looks only, I look for F-E-E-L xD
His tan looks great. It's not as BLACK as it looks, really. It's this glowing.. shining kinda shade, and it's just a omgggg *dies* kinda feel. Um.. Yes :D I'm alright, thanks.
Anyhoo, Self-introduction time! Tian introduced Qiaoen as the group leader which will go first. It goes like this: Qiaoen is the group leader, and Tian is the assistant group leader. The only group member- who wasn't present is Chen Chu he, haha (No wait, this should be HEHE xDD) It was definitely amusing XD After this was the time for the audience (who were picked just now) to ask Tian and Qiaoen questions, and Tian received a question first. I think the girl who questioned him called him 硬經天 (Ying Jing Tian) or something, so he was like O.O what? The girl repeated Ying Jing Tian, and this made Tian walk towards her and SIT ON THE STAGE RIGHT FACING HER. AHHH IF ONLY THAT WAS ME. After questioning, Qiaoen suggested for the girl to go sit beside Tian and HE PATTED ON THE SPACE NEXT TO HIM, PROMPTING THE GIRL TO COME SIT. AHHHHHHHHH *dies* So the girl went on and Tian answered the question.
Then yeah, the next time a guy got to ask the question, and he 理所當然的 went to sit beside Tian too.
JEALOUS I KNOW. Anyway, so the private fans meeting session was pretty much just like that, and after all the questions came photo-taking time (: Squatted down in front for the picture, HOPE I'LL GET IT SOON! Anyway, took this chance to pass Tian the heart, and he went Aww (or Ohhh), then 多謝 to me in cantonese. That stunned me for a while- like HELLO THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THE MAN IS TALKING TO ME REAL LIFE- then when I returned back to earth I realized he has stuck his big hand out for me to shake :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Somehow I was messing with the camera in my hand, attempting to get it off or something so I could shake his hand. He could very well go off or something while I was being plain clumsy- BUT THANK GOD HE STILL HELD HIS HAND THERE! After clumsily fumbling with the camera for a million years, I finally got to shake his hand. AHH. The feeling of getting to shake his hand.. It isn't an AHHHHHHHHHHH feeling, I didn't see the need to shriek or anything, it's just this feeling of.. Idk, numbness (I really don't know how to describe this) that runs through your whole body, from your brain to your back and everywhere. And during that period of time, your soul kinda floats off to somehow non-existent, while you continue looking at *him* I wonder if celebrities are used to fangirls having this kinda reactions ._. Anyway, after a period of time (since I'm the one getting.. hypnotized now I don't actually know how long it lasted), we got off stage and quickly chiong-ed to get our belongings to rush down for the autograph session.
WE WERE DA VIPs @ THE AUTOGRAPH SESSION! Hehe. Got the crowd to part for us again, while we walked through to the media area. Tian arrived about half an hour later, wearing a new tee that fully flaunts his perfect figure and um. his "cleavage" XD SHUAI DAI LEEEEEEEEE!
Some lucky fans, including CHEN XINYI, got to play games with them on stage. The first game was one which asks for the contestants to reenact a particular scene from Ming Zhong, scenes being Qiaoen in the chicken suit, and the drunk Tian (from first ep) respectively. When it was time for the contestants to reenact Tian's scene, Tian said the main point of the whole scene is not his posture or anything, it's- QIaoen continued- HIS BROWS. Hahahhaha. It was so amusing.
Then yeah, there was another game where they got Tian and Qiaoen to stick sticky-notes (with answers) on to the bodies of two fans. I bet that fan who managed to get Tian sticking notes all over her felt awesome. Well, AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE DIED! Hahaha. Later when the host was asking questions for them to look for the answers, Tian was complaining that it's unfair to him coz he's taller XD What a boy AWWWWWW
2 people completely living in their own world, haha
Other pics:
Say hello to my dearest charcoal man XD
Anyway, then the games and interviews ended, and it's now time for another group photo! :D Tian walked over to shake hands with us first, AND I GOT TO SHAKE IT AGAIN YO. I STUCK MY HAND OUT AND HE SHAKED IT YO! WOO! SEE THAT'S WHY I LOVE HIM XD Then the press and media started taking pictures from the stage, where the host was prompting "Okay look at Tian's left side.. Now center... Blahblah" It felt... Like we are celebrities too HAHA.
Autograph session next! Went on stage, and (I'm really sorry to say this) totally ignored the presence of Qiaoen. LOOK IT'S NOT MY FAULT THIS HAPPENED. IT'S THE MAN SITTING NEXT TO HER. THE MAN. As much as I love QIaoen too- she's the amazing lead for both my favorite idol dramas- I'm sorry, Tian rules. So yeah, while I floated off to my sky of love while staring at ever dearest Tian, she successfully pulled me back by saying "天黑黑? 哈哈" I dropped back to earth, OW, and realized her hand there, all ready to shake mine. Can only say, I'M SORRY. I (hopefully) gave her an apologetic look, shook her hand, and went back to my Tian XD When he looked up, he said, WITH A SMILE, "天黑黑, 很清楚 剛剛看到了 謝謝!" Nownow, guess what happened to me again? That's right- I floated right back up to the sky of love. It's like JFHJHFJSHFJHS OMG AWWWWWWWWW AHHHHHH OMG! *dies* *floats back again* Ahh. Then yep, asked him if he could sign on the FC board (which he recognizes everywhere :D) He was all ready to sign it until the *insert your own vulgar adjective here* worker stopped him and told me they are only autographing DVDs today. UGH PFFFFFFFFT. Still, THANK YOU TIAN FOR WANTING TO SIGN IT! (Yes the retarded, irritating and spastic fangirl in me is acting up now)
Oh yeah, fact is I looked extremely unglam during this whole period of time- cos I was practically dripping with sweat. IT WAS REALLY WARM, LIKE SERIOUSLY. My FSJFKJSKF hair messes up like nobody's business when it gets wet, so yeah. Sadly. Oh wells, whatever.
And so... My encounters with Tian ended like that. I'm not disappointed with him at all; he has lived up to my expectations and even exceeded it. Thank you Tian!
Thanks to fellow fangirls from Ethan's FC, especially Rainbow, Chen Xinyi and Angeline, this trip was made even better. If you guys are reading this- THANKS SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME FIND MY WALLET! You guys could have left, but you didn't. THANK YOU SO MUCH! And also for recommending places with nice food and shopping, we really enjoyed ourselves (: YOU GUYS ROCK!
(Okay this post more or less ends here, but here are some long winded reflections if you're interested)
You know, one thing that makes me like Tian so much- I love how sincere he is. The look in his eyes has an undoubted sincerity in it; and when he thanks you, you really, really feel that he truly appreciates you as a fan. (I know I've said something similar about Jam before, but it's just different) In contrast lets look at Jielun. Having being in the entertainment industry for so long, he's probably used to the fame and popularity he's getting, thus leading to him taking his fans for granted. When Jielun shakes the hands of his fans, he just sweeps across, OR randomly pats a few lucky hands; while yes- in the process killing a lot of fans simply with an electrifying glance. TIAN HOWEVER, attempts to *shake* every hand, and WAITS if you are still busy with something else. I admit this is partially because of the situation they are at, and I don't actually blame Jay for it, but really. Celebrities who have been in the limelight for a period of time tend to appreciate fans less. I shall not make a sweeping statement here lest I offend anybody, but basically my point is just, Tian is really really nice. It's not just me being biased, really- 3 random fans I met yesterday, who weren't fans of Tian, all agreed that he is really nice to his fans, and well- are converted Ethan fans.
Throughout the events, Tian fully acknowledges us. He constantly waves to the audience when he's not being interviewed; does his trademark YAY sign, and flashes a mesmerizing smile throughout. He also *excitedly* points to our FC's boards in an attempt to tell us he has noticed us already. Things like these- little actions, mean a lot to us fans. Or at least, to me. It makes me feel like supporting this artiste has been worthwhile, and the artiste appreciates whatever I've done. You might say this is stupid, I don't care, I'm happy living in this fangirl world of mine. I don't need to know the truth, I don't need anybody to come burst this fantasy bubble of mine; It's my way of living this life and I'm happy with it, thanks a lot.
Tian might seem like he's influencing my studies now- and I'm pretty confident that my mom is starting to, if not already blaming him for distracting me, but trust me. I'll prove to you that Tian will serve as a positive motivation; he'll be my driving force. I'll work hard and prove to YOU that Tian is not going to affect my life or studies in any bad way at all, he's just going to bring joy into it. Don't shake your head while snickering away, I'LL BRING RESULTS. Yes I will.
With this, I promise to start studying hard. JUST YOU WATCH.
If you stayed through this entry- hey thanks a lot! I appreciate it. If you didn't, just know that I'm really glad I actually went for this event, and I love Tian.
阮經天, 謝謝你! 不管天有多黑, 你永遠都會是我的天氣晴! 真的, 謝謝.
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LIM ZI AI a.k.a. ZIAI/ JOY
27th Jan '93
Aquarius
Spastic
Color Ghost