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Do you know how it feels like to sit in front of the computer for quite a while, staring at the blogger "new post" page and not knowing what to type at all? Have you tried typing a few lines, then stop while thinking of how to continue and end up deleting everything again?

Yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST ONE! (:



Look not at him; but look, rather, at what he's looking and smiling at :P

MAY YOU HAVE A HAAAAAAAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY WITH AH SOH!!!!!!!! :P
"加油! 加油! 再加油!!!"

No wonder Chinese are such bootlickers.

Forcing students to agree and write politically-correct answers are not inculcating good values of any sort. It's just propaganda that forces students to think in a way; encouraging students to stop thinking.

And the memorization of answers just makes students panic when they see any uncovered question.

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Year 2006: I was messing with the photo montage with xiaoen and feeling a lot of love.

Year 2007: I was messing with the photo montage, still, and teared thinking 212 is splitting up so very soon.

Year 2008: I was contemplating if I should pon the last day of school.

Year 2009: I am watching 宮心計 AND AM ABSOLUTELY ADDICTED



Still ain't in the ): or :/ or :| or :[ mood (:

Then again........ Am feeling ): for procrastinating the note-writing. Bleah.

A little update for Ethan fans first :D



This picture is just here because I think it's adorable, and I was also there to hear what he played XD

艋舺殺青了! That means all filming work for Monga has come to an end! (: Next up for Ethan will probably be more endorsements/ CMs, and from what we know from news, another movie. No information on any new drama yet.

It's a short break (short...) for him now though, since there's no more work for Monga and also partly also because he's sick (=OOOOOO Flu ):) So yep! Monga will be released a week before CNY 2010.

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Now moving on to self-centered me. Lets see.......



SCHOOL



School is coming close to an end. Grades are just waiting for that little final confirmation, then it's graduation night and I'd bid Nanyang farewell for good. I sound happy that I'm saying byebye to Nanyang huh? Actually, I really am. The class I've had for the past two years probably played a part in my anticipation for a new environment, BUT then again I'll not exactly get a new environment and company after all. Everyone is moving on, moving on... Together ._.

Okay shall touch on this after I really leave NY. If I'll ever be at all, at least I really ain't in the reminiscing mood yet, bah.


TEACHERS

How should I do this ._. Okay imma start off with tips I've for some of them -_-

1. Do not give incorrect deadlines for assignments or projects.

After a few attempts, we'll only grow to think that all the deadlines you state are lies lies lies and nothing but lies and that means we'll not listen to them. Ever heard of the boy that cried wolf? Yeah. Except now it's the villagers that keep telling the boy the wolf is coming, and after the boy is deceived for quite a number of times, he'll not believe it when the wolf is really here. And it's not the boy's fault for not listening. Yet he dies.

Poor boy.

2. Earn your respect by showing your capability

And not by calling parents up and screaming your throat hoarse. Schools should really limit the number of phone calls that teachers can make. Or at least, make sure there is a valid purpose behind the phone call. It's us, the students, that are paying for the sky-high miscellaneous fees and it should NOT be wasted on teachers who call up everybody just for the sake of attempting to establish their authority, create fear; or just for the sake of calling.

Anyway, so yes, earn your respect by showing your capability. Show your students how well you can teach, how you can actually help them. And they will listen. Pay a visit to Mrs Tieh's history class, she never has to raise her voice and everyone still listens. Everyone hands in assignments and even do ungraded stuff on time because she has our respect and never makes up fake deadlines. On this note, juniors if you happen to see "Mrs Shirlene Tieh" for history/ IH lessons next year, count your blessings. There's no need to freak out or start cussing, she's the best teacher I've had this year. No kidding.

Also, stop saying screaming 我天不怕地不怕的hor OR 我要殺人了 OR the like. It's disgusting. And show respect for other teachers/ staff in the school, don't demand that they come to your service right away -_-

3. Think before you talk.

To not appear stupid. Self-explanatory. Perhaps not to some.

Actually, yes this whole part is dedicated to one teacher and just ONE teacher whom I hate. The only teacher whom I really abhorred this much in my entire schooling life.

OKAY that's it for this teacher for now :D

Hmmmmmm what else.

Oh, this year's EOY results just screamed right in my face that I CANNOT TAKE ANY SCIENCES IN JC.

Despite studying hard



and thinking that I understood

Results for this two subjects were bad bad bad bad badddddd.

I've learnt from my mistakes, will not take sciences in JC. Byebye.

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Okie Dokie non-school related stuff shall be saved for the next post! Soon! ^^

// Okay nonsensical post edit -.- Edit made: Oct 31st 10:03pm

SAY HELLO TO THE MAN WHO ALMOST TOOK MY HEART BACK FOR A DAY!

















Yes, I'm re-watching the ancient Taiwan METEOR GARDEN 流星花園 and Dao Ming Si (i.e. Mr Jerry Yan) is JFSKJKJDSJ!!!!!!! <-- That means words cannot express.

Oh well. Heart is stolen by another person though, so hahaha... This obsession was really short-lived ):

:D

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Original post:

我喜歡你！我喜歡你！喜歡迷戀到連自己都覺得莫名其妙，在我眼中看到的只有你一個人而已。杉菜，我知道我很煩，可是我要你知道，只要你跑掉的話，我一定會去追，不管任何地方。就算是地獄也好，不管你跑到天涯海角，我都一定要追到你。杉菜，我要你知道一件事，就是-- 我要定你了!

JFSJFJSKFJSKDOSIRITEEF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. Exams are over.
i) I don't feel the joy.
ii) I've nothing better to do.
iii) I don't feel like watching videos.
iv) This is not the first time .____.

2. I heart Mr Bird!!!
i) I really heart him.
ii) He stole my heart.
iii) I miss him.

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Those of you who know and are interested in what happened over the weekend, MSN please. Hahahahhaha

You know how sometimes, although you really want somebody else's opinion; you're still afraid, at the same time, that the sought opinion will be against yours?

:/

Will happyness be at the next stop?

Dear Brain,

In case you wish to sleep, please start complaining else I'm not planning on stopping work.

I don't want to waste time waiting for you to go into sleep mode.

Love,
Owner.

- random rambling -

As of Friday, 09th October 2009 2:59pm, Zi Ai has officially bid farewell to History and Chemistry.

I can't believe I wasted so much time and effort on chemistry o.o Bullshit to answer the shit = a lot of shit and possibly very very very shitty results. It's ok (!!!) no more chemistry for the rest of my life! Apart from the checking of papers that is, and Mr Jiang please please PLEASE bless me ._. I'd be happy with a pass and I'm saying this for real.

As a product of the Asian education system, I now find it utterly pointless to read about random chemistry stuff, because well they aren't tested; and I also now regard writing this as a waste of time cos Lang Arts is already over

..... OKAY maybe I'm not that indoctrinated by this #@#@$@ education system yet, I still want to read pointless and random stuff- just not now (: I want to do so much stuff. I want to rewatch my dramas, I want to photoshop, I want to code, I want to write; but I can only study. "Can" meaning I am restricted to studying now, and not that I only have the ability to study. Makes a whole load of difference aeh?

Okay. Off to organize Math & Physics notes (:

TILL NEXT TIME! (:

I HEART MY NEW DESKTOP

Mid 2005:

I was busy fantasizing over 王子變青蛙 and MingDao, so when Wanyu stopped showing its behind the scenes and switched to 綠光 with Leon Gay Williams, I vowed to not watch this show -.- Naturally I didn't watch its news too, so I DIDN'T DISCOVER OWEN THEN ):

29th April 2006:



I was sitting at IMM, queuing up for Leehom's Heroes of Earth handshake session. WITH NOTHING BETTER TO DO, I went to a bookshop there and saw the JAN 2006 Issue of PLAY. Since Leehom was on the cover, and it was pretty cheap cos it was outdated already, I got it. Guess who was on the first page?



I remember reading "阮經天" out aloud, and telling Zhuoya that 鄭元暢's friend looks not bad. (I really didn't like Joe then, I found him way too 娘 with his long hair) Hmmm so yeah I sorta got to know *more* about him then.

I sorta forgot about him after this...............

March 2007:

I was watching 花樣少年少女 to keep up with the craze. I sorta fell for Chun and Ella then, so I went to get PLAY with them on the cover (okay I really think PLAY is epic) They were on the back, guess who was on the front!



Hahahhaha. It was the 熱情仲夏 period, a show, and the only tian show that I've not watched till now :D

I went around asking everyone if Tian or Joe looked better, most told me Joe and got a "YOU HAVE BAD TASTE" from me. Hahahahha

After officially falling for him (his looks?....) then, I went to google him and start threads. It was then that I found 阮經天粉絲樂園 too :D Thread started at JCnet (http://www.jay-chou.net/forums/showthread.php?t=25347) and posted at AsianFanatics thread! I think it's a vicious cycle for unpopular celebrities- because they are unpopular, no one talks about them, and because no one talks about them, no one else gets to know about them, and they remain unpopular and no one talks about them <-- Repeat please. Yes. So although I've got the right threads, forums and such, there was no use at all cos they were practically dead, no updated news, no nothing. Oh yeah, I got to know then that there will be a show called 我在墾丁*天氣晴 with eddie, but guess what, absolutely no threads at hot forums, and I couldn't find proper information too -_- My handphone theme was already set to him then though :D And at that time my mom already told me he doesn't attract her. Hahahaha.... So it sortaaaaa dieddddd downnnnnnnn...........

LALALALA



ZIAI REALLY LIKES GETTING PARCELS AND/ OR LETTERS IN THE MAIL! :D It's just hopelessly exciting... somehow. Hahahha

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Life has been soooooo mundane it's sad. Sometimes, SOMETIMES it does feel great being a good student though. Wait- actually it does feel great to be a good student all the time. The "sometimes" is just there cos it's really only thaaaaat few times that I acctually get into the good student mood ._____. I need to learn from the experts.

3 points

1. I think everything is just a matter of perspective

Some things appear plain disgusting when a person does it, but when another does it, it becomes cuteeeee.

For example,
I don't really enjoy
reading posts (in english) of people
who blog like that.

Don't ask me why
It's just......
Idk.

Why not use proper paragraphing?
Why??

You get the idea. I also don't fancy the excessive use of short forms, in particular spelling "with" as "wid". DUDE it's just one more character! Plus t isn't that far from i and h is near. Right? Right.

Back to my point- I really dislike these, but when it's done by somebody I like, whatever disgust I've had towards it flies away :/ Hmm. Have you ever read this article about disliking characteristics of people? Apparently when you dislike something a person does, it is only so because you do the same thing yourself; you have that characteristic inside you. If you don't, you won't even notice that characteristic of that person. I really hope this is not true......

Anyway, I guess you can ignore me when I say I dislike something; I'm weird like that. Who am I to dislike whatever you're doing anyway....... (:

2. Cultural differences

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Yep. Cultural differences, therefore we view things differently. And I tend to object violently against some of these views...

I've severe prejudice against a group of people :O

3. My brain has not been working well

._______________.

1. If you can't accept being granted a particular *choice*, don't include it as one of your choices in the first place. And you know, there's a reason why it's called a choice. It was chosen. By you.

2. 要對一個東西/一件事下評斷之前，請務必先搞清狀況。

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本人現在走好學生路線

拜託勿搞破壞!!!　

手頭較鬆的，麻煩買多點油捐給本人!!!

謝謝!!

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I think I'm beginning to see the logic in being nice to others just so as to make life easier for yourself (:

阮小天加油

二三十年的演員,
Who cares about the golden bell?

ADD OILLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!